Words that inspire

There are so many times throughout life that you need to take two steps into the dark before you can see the light.  As a husband and wife, we went down many roads believing it was what we were inspired to do only to find out it was the wrong road and the other way was the right road. I am grateful for my neighbor and friend who told me about this story given by Jeffrey R. Holland. She shared it with me at a time where we were just about to jump ship. I am so grateful we didn't. Mr. Jewels and I learned so much and even though that learning process was not in the least bit joyful, these lessons hold a very tender spot in my heart and will forever remain with me.

Step One-Make Bassinet Mattress

Bassinet all put together

This bassinet has been in the family for a number of years.  It was custom made for my older sister when she was a baby and that was the last time I believe it was used. I tried selling it at a yard sale before we moved (I thought we were done having babies), but it never sold. I think it may have been divine intervention.  Soon after the yard sale I found out we were expecting our fourth child.  I was excited to get to use it and keep in the family, only one slight problem, the mattress would need to be custom made.

I found some great tutorials on the web and for a lot cheaper than buying one. I set off to the fabric store with my coupons and purchased 2 inch thick foam, flannel-backed vinyl and heavy duty thread.

Measuring the foam with Emeline

I admit this wasn't the best sewing project I've done, but it works, who cares about looks, it's done and I have lots of extra foam to make something else.  The total amount I spent was around $34.00, actually a lot less than that if you take into account the amount of foam actually used for the project. Now I just have to find bumper for the bassinet, that will be step two in this process.  I am excited to use and see my sleeping baby in this beautiful bassinet. She better love it.

Vinyl Measured and Sewn

Emeline is super excited for a little sister

Finished mattress

A Place for Everything

With kids I've learned to overlook clutter, but when we moved into this tiny house I wasn't going to permit it anymore, well maybe just a little bit. I do need some organization especially when it comes to the kitchen. I had found this great idea on a website for a great and cheap alternative to the classic kitchen drawer organizer at really a fraction of the cost. I bought 3 wood yard sticks at Lowe's each for about 84 cents, measured what I needed, cut the pieces to size and hot glued them in, now I could have gone a step further and sanded off all the blue print, but who has time for that. Yay for organized drawers. My mind can function better now that I don't have to rummage through the whole drawer just to find a spoon for my cereal.

Progress Being Made

Uncomfortable progress, but progress it is. Some strange things have happened to my body during this pregnancy that I didn't have with any of the others. I'm blaming it on my age.

29 Weeks along, 76 give or take days to go.

Impressions

Sometimes we all just need a day off, especially when you're little.

Why not here?

Technology is a wonderful and amazing thing. Living just 30 miles from the top headquarters of so many tech companies you would think we could get the best of the best out here. Not so. It rather is quite ridiculous. We spent weeks and days waiting for some type of service for TV and internet. We finally figured it out by talking with neighbors with what they do and it is still really ridiculous, no unlimited data packages available, no Comcast and no Charter service just in this neighborhood where we live. It is available just a few neighborhoods across the road. Mr. Jewels has spent many minutes on the phone trying to get updates, but to no avail.

So in the mean time we have succumbed to checking our usage of data each day so we don't go over our plan, which also means no watching Netflix or our favorite PBS series of Sherlock or Downton Abby on the internet after the kids go to bed.
The other is no more listening to Pandora all day long and with no CD player or radio in the home it gets a little too quiet for me. I need my music.

So off to the store we went to purchase a cd player/radio that I could have in the kitchen, but instead we found this little thing. It works great. Once you get the hang of putting all of your favorite CD's on the computer and then onto to the phone, I can listen to what I want where I want. I couldn't leave the store without purchasing this great movie either. I read the book and loved it. We stayed up late to watch it and this time we let the kids stay up late too so they could watch it as well. There was no complaining about that.

The Fight for Happiness

There are still those days of feeling sad and low. It may be homesickness, pregnancy blues, tiredness, self-pity, financial woes, unhappy kids, but no matter what I can blame it on, it doesn't make it go away. It's these times that I reflect upon the struggle and fight for happiness in a life that isn't perfect and complete, when I am brought back to the reality that this time is for learning and growing.  Learning to be happy and at peace with where my life is right now. I try to do things right and I have learned that even if I try to do things right and keep the commandments it doesn't mean I will always be free from conflict, but I can be given the happiness that the Lord gives during those times of conflict. 

One very important fight for happiness I have taken to heart is learning the power of compassion. I get it now.  I love this video presentation that demonstrates the difference between sympathy and empathy. I may not always be the most the compassionate person, but I am working on it. So when you are having one of those days, just know that it may help you have empathy for someone you know who may be having one of those days as well. What makes something better is connection.

Walking Group

A few of the ladies in the ward go walking the hills above our home every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. I usually make it on Wednesdays and Fridays, cause these hills are steep hills and I usually lag behind and just watch the street ahead of me as I walk focusing on breathing and not giving up. I don't think I would be able to find my way back anyway without someone with me as the guide. Friday's walk was still hard but easier than normal. The lady that usually goes really fast wasn't there and one of the moms was pushing a stroller she set a pretty good pace for me and they didn't mind my stopping to take a few pictures. I was amazed at what I saw when I looked up and around, the area is really pretty. The houses are well taken care of with beautiful manicured yards, this one here is my favorite with that bright pink bush in front of the window, I would love to look out at that every day. And bunnies, two of them.  The ladies said there used to be four, but there have been lot of hawks in the area recently as well.

It's nothing compared to home and the hikes in the rockies where there is only nature to see and then a whole city once you make it to the top, but for now I will take and enjoy what I can get.

Impressions

    So green and beautiful, this is my favorite scene from my morning walk.

The baby lace cardigan

I found this great little knitting book at the Gilroy Library.  For as small and low-key as Gilroy is, their library is simply amazing. I love going there. There are so many amazing projects in this book it was really hard to choose, but with the weather being pretty warm here pretty much all the time I thought this cute little short sleeved lace sweater would be just great. I'm using a yarn that isn't what the pattern calls for, but it's something I had already on hand. It's a much lighter weight and the color is really bright pink, I think it will turn out great. This yarn was found and bought on our trip to Greece last summer. After it was purchased and brought home, I found out that it was made in Italy. Oh well, just another reason to go back to Greece and find some yarn that is actually made in Greece.

Begun to Grow

This growing season is by far the earliest I have ever planted anything outdoors and been successful.  Here in California, it seems pretty easy, I may get spoiled, although I loved the challenge that Utah weather brought because that was considered real success if you were able to get things planted from seed outside and it survived.

Just a few weeks ago, I bought some good potting soil, mixed it in with the soil already in these brick planters, sprinkled some lettuce and spinach seeds and here they are.

Just to give an idea of how well things grow here.  These are locally grown in Watsonville just about 30 minutes from where we live and sold in the local Costco stores. I bought these bad boys on Friday and by last night the last one was eaten. They are so delicious.

Impressions

Just a little trip down memory lane can brighten my day.

It's already Thursday and what have I done?

I haven't done much blogging this week that's for sure.

Monday was grocery shopping at two different stores and I still wasn't able to find everything needed for the week. Why is it that one store can carry a product, but then the exact same chain in another city doesn't have it? That is what I hate about shopping, the stores not having all that I like and never being able to know just exactly where everything is.  My ideal grocery shopping experience would take me to one store and I would be in and out of there in 15 minutes. That would just be lovely.
I also spent a good 30 minutes looking around the local Joann's with no luck at all.

Tuesday morning was spent driving to Santa Clara to the Bishop's Storehouse to help stock the shelves and bag produce. Didn't realize I would be there into the afternoon and in my condition it was exhausting. It was really quite a good experience for me though, I met some really unique people who are all striving to do their best with what Heavenly Father has blessed them with. And even another woman whose name is Julie, she was also wearing a green shirt and had freckles.

Wednesday was spent taking care of my oldest who has been sick one week, well the next, ever since we got here. The dishes and the bathrooms did get cleaned that day as well and dinner was made.

Thursday, today, was spent fasting for a test that needed to be done this week. The dreaded glucose test that takes two hours to complete at the clinic that won't let you leave until it is complete.  (You can't trust a pregnant woman, she may just go out and get something to eat and screw up the test.) Blood was drawn three times in three different places on my arm and I was starving.  I did bring a good book to read and got started on my next knitting project.When that was all done I came home ate a big beautiful bowl of cereal and went back to sleep until the kids needed to be picked up from school. I am still exhausted.

Friday I hope will be a glorious day. A day filled with knitting and a trip to the nursery to pick up some flowers, a shovel, gardening gloves, and potting soil.

Words that Invoke

"There are moments in life,
when the heart is so full of
emotion That if by chance it be
shaken, or into its depths like a
pebble Drops some careless
word, it overflows, and its
secret, Spilt on the ground like
water, can never be gathered together."
-Henry Wadsworth Longfellow